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On Thursday the Senate Judiciary Committee will meet to consider the Respect for Marriage Act, a bill introduced by Sen. Dianne Feinstein that would repeal the Defense of Marriage Act (DOMA--enacted in 1996 to ban gay marriage on the federal level). While this is obviously an exciting step in the fight for equality, we shouldn't get too excited. DOMA is being challenged in court already, but House Republicans have pledged to continue to defend it despite (because of?) Obama's refusal to do so. In fact, they hired a fancy attorney who they're paying $575/hour, up to a max of $500,000. Classy, yes? I thought so too. The next time someone tells you their tax dollars shouldn't be used to pay for your partner's health benefits, I encourage you to cite this fact.

But I digress.

In honor of this new bill, I'd like to dedicate a blog post to the harm done by DOMA.

First of all, it arguably (read: does) violates the Full Faith and Credit clause of the U.S. Constitution, since it allows states to not recognize gay marriages performed in other states. Further, regardless of one's beliefs about state vs. federal rights to define marriage, the fact remains that DOMA precludes states from offering its residents full equal protection under the law. Gays who get married in a state that recognizes marriage equality are still unable to access the federal benefits and protections of marriage.

That brings me to the gigantic list of federal benefits gays will never have access to, regardless of how cool their state is, until DOMA is repealed. I've listed below the United States General Accounting Office's 2004 update (the most recent) on the statutory provisions involving marital status added to the United States Code in between 1996 and 2003. To clarify, this list only includes benefits that were ADDED to the existing list after DOMA was enacted. To date, there are a total of 1,138 federal benefits Linds and I cannot access. If that makes you angry, get involved with one of the many organizations working to push the Respect for Marriage Act.

Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere.

v  Child and Family Services/Aid : Definitions

v  Exclusion of certain individuals and entities from participation in Medicare and state health care programs

v  Recovery of SSI overpayments from other benefits

v  Benefits and beneficiary protections (Medicare)

v  Payments to Medicare + Choice organizations

v  Contracts with Medicare + Choice organizations

v  Public Health Service: Definitions

v  Public Health Service: Determinations; appeals

v  Programs for Older Americans : General Provisions-Nutrition

v  Programs for Older Americans : Definitions

v  Public Safety Officers’ Death Benefits

v  Grants to Combat Violent Crimes against Women

v  Energy Employees Occupational Illness Compensation Program

-          Compensation and benefits to be provided

-          Separate treatment of certain uranium employees

-          Treatment, Coordination, and Forfeiture of Compensation and Benefits

-          Exclusivity of remedy against the United States and against contractors and subcontractors

v  Grants for state domestic violence coalitions (Definitions)

v  National and Community Service State Grant Program : Administrative Provisions/Evaluation

v  National Affordable Housing : Definitions

v  Eligibility under first-time home-buyer programs

v  Violent Crime Control and Law Enforcement/Violence against Women

-           Civil rights

-           Training provided by grants

v  Intercountry Adoptions

v  Veterans' Benefits

v  Hospital, Nursing Home, Domiciliary, and Medical Care: Extended care services

v  Medical care for survivors and dependents of certain veterans

v  Benefits for Children of Vietnam Veterans

v  Servicemembers’ Group Life Insurance

-          Person insured; amount

-          Deductions; payment; investment; expenses

v  Burial Benefits : Headstones, markers, and burial receptacles

v  Transfer of entitlement to basic educational assistance:  members of the Armed Forces with critical military skills

v  Priority of service for veterans in Department of Labor job training programs

v  Waiver of recovery of claims by the United States

v  Prohibition on providing certain benefits with respect to persons who are fugitive felons

v  Veterans Outreach Services Program : definitions

v  Normal Taxes and Surtaxes

v  Determination of Tax Liability

v  Credits Against Tax

v  Nonrefundable Personal Credits

v  Child tax credit

v  Hope and lifetime learning credits

v  Tax imposed on individuals

v  Computation of Taxable Income

v  Items Specifically Excluded from Gross Income

v  Certain death benefits

v  Additional Itemized Deductions for Individuals

v  Medicare + Choice MSA

v  Interest on education loans

v  Pension, Profit-Sharing, Stock Bonus Plans, Etc.

v  Roth IRAs

v  Qualified tuition programs

v  Coverdell education savings accounts

v  Special Rules for Electing Large Partnerships

-           Other modifications

-           Electing large partnership defined

v  Treatment of property acquired by decedent dying after December 31, 2009

v  First-time home-buyer credit for District of Columbia

v  Taxable Estate

v  Family-owned business interests

v  Termination

v  Gift Tax

v  Transfers

v  Special rules for allocation of GST exemption

v  Returns and Records

v  Relief from joint and several liability on joint return

v  Returns of brokers

v  Agreements for payment of tax liability in installments

v  Tax Treatment of Partnership Items

v  Limitations on credit or refund

v  Government Organization and Employees

-          General Provisions

-          Merit system principles

o   Merit system principles

o    Prohibited personnel practices

v  Examination, Certification and Appointment

-           Civil service; generally

v  Relocation expenses of an employee who is performing an extended assignment

v  Overseas Differentials And Allowances

v  Long-term Care Insurance

-           Definitions

-           Availability of insurance

-           Contracting authority

v  Treatment of charitable trusts for members of the armed services and other governmental organizations

v  Quadrennial quality of life review

v  Health care coverage through federal employees’ health benefits program:  demonstration project

v  Annuities based on Retired or Retainer Pay

v  Survivor Benefit Plan

v  Election to discontinue participation:  one-year opportunity after second anniversary of commencement of payment of retired  pay                                                                                  

v  Military Child Care

v  Child care services and youth program services for dependents:  financial assistance for providers

v  Basic allowance for housing

v  Travel and transportation allowances:  dislocation allowance

v  Travel and transportation allowances:  transportation for survivors of deceased member to attend the member’s burial ceremonies

v  Family separation allowance

v  Workforce Investment Definitions

v  National emergency grants

v  Surface owner protection

v  Public Safety Officers' Death Benefits

v  Educational Assistance to Dependents of Civilian Federal Law Enforcement Officers Killed or Disabled in the Line of Duty

v  Energy Employees Occupational Illness Compensation Program

-           Compensation and benefits to be provided

-           Separate treatment of certain uranium employees

-           Exclusivity of remedy against the United States and against contractors and subcontractors

v  Admission Qualifications For Aliens; Travel Control of Citizens And Aliens

v  Requirements for sponsor’s affidavit of support

v  General classes of deportable aliens

v  Removal proceedings

v  Cancellation of removal; adjustment of status

v  Voluntary departure

v  Penalties for disclosure of information

v  Mail-order bride business

v  Restricting Welfare and Public Benefits for Aliens

v  Foreign student monitoring program

v  Bipartisan Trade Promotion 

v  United States—Chile Free Trade Agreement Implementation Act

v  Indian Health Care Mental health services

v  Indian Land Consolidation

-          Descent and distribution

-           Trust and restricted land transactions

v  Native American Housing Assistance and Self-Determination

v  Housing Assistance for Native Hawaiians

v  Supportive housing for the elderly

v  Mortgage Insurance

-           Definitions

-           Rental housing insurance

-           Cooperative housing insurance

v  Bank Holding Companies

v  National Consumer Cooperative Bank : Eligibility of cooperatives

v  Aid to Small Business

v  Loans for plant acquisition, construction, conversion, and expansion

v  Consumer Credit Protection : Scope of prohibition

v  Agricultural Credit

-          Delta Regional Authority

-           Northern Great Plains Regional Authority

v  National Board on rural America

v  Crimes and family violence

v  General rules for civil forfeiture proceedings

v  Interstate stalking

v  Higher Education Resources and Student Assistance

v  Grants to combat violent crimes against women on campuses

v  Judiciary and Judicial Procedure : Certain acts, records, and proceedings and the effect thereof

v  Rural Domestic Violence and Child Abuse Enforcement

v  Education and Training for Judges and Court Personnel in State Courts

v  Transition to Teaching : Participation agreement and financial assistance

v  Native Hawaiian Education : Findings
Civil liability of the United States

On Hate and Progress

The state of Michigan has many things to offer (lakes that are great, cider mills, Bell's, etc.), but progressive politics is not one of them. There are currently FOUR bills that have been taken up by the Michigan House or Senate aimed at taking away rights and protections for LGBTQ people. A quick overview:

1) A bill to ban public/state employers from offering health care benefits to domestic/same-sex partners of their employees has passed the House and will move to the Senate soon. It will likely pass, and Governor Snyder has already pledged to sign it.

2) A Rep from my hometown introduced House Bill 5039, which would void local ordinances that prohibit discrimination based on sexual orientation and gender identity.

3) Both the House and Senate have introduced their own bills to allow counseling students to deny assistance to clients if they feel that treating them would violate their religious freedom--meaning, of course, they can leave the gays out in the cold with no repurcussions, despite their obligations under the ethical codes of every counseling profession.

4) A bullying bill is on the Senate floor--which is better than nothing, but includes no protected categories (including sexual orientation and gender identity) or reporting requirements.

Needless to say, it's a scary time to be gay in Michigan. These bills are based on and justified by hate and bias--our families are not families, and our rights are liabilities. In an attempt to fight this onslaught, my friend Laura and I decided to go beyond the usual letters and phone calls and set up meetings with two legislators (or rather, their staffers) in Lansing on Friday. I was super pumped to make it rain rainbows all over that town, but once we were actually at the table, I offered nothing but word vomit. I stupidly underestimated how emotional I would be. There was no organization to my thoughts--only desperation and personal anecdotes. Luckily, Laura was much more able to lock it up and present a reasoned argument, and we both left feeling like the trip was worthwhile.

The lesson in all of this for me is one that I've heard many times and will need to hear again and again: It is difficult to set aside anger for the sake of a constructive conversation, but it is the only path to progress. My younger sister Steph seems to have taken this to heart far earlier in life than I've been able to. She recently spoke at the Day of Reflection, an event on the U of M diag with the purpose of showcasing and networking students working for social change. We can all learn from her words, which I've shared below. I have found renewed inspiration for this work through my experiences on Friday and through her example.

I’m gay. Like, really gay. But I’m not here to tell you my coming out story because quite frankly, I’m privileged in that it’s boring and uninspiring. I told my dad and he gave me a warped version of a sex talk to ensure that I understood that even though I couldn’t get pregnant, I was still too young to be having sex at 18 years old. Noted.

And as passionate as I am about rainbows, Necto, toolbelts and coming up with witty signs at marriage equality rallies, my heart belongs to Kenya. I’ve made the trek to Kenya two times and seen my fair share of mudhut shacks, bloated bellies, ethnic violence, drought-ridden farms and positive HIV tests. But the pictures hanging on my wall have no evidence of that – come into my room and you’ll see Katana, my 9 year-old host brother climbing a tree at dusk. You’ll see his sister Pendo rockin’ my lime green shades while she carries around the family’s baby goat. You’ll see Ruth and Yvonne, two students in the writing workshop I facilitated, doing the chicken dance with me. And you’ll see me hugging Anthony, my host father, during our tearful goodbye.

This is the same Anthony that told me he couldn’t vote for Kenya’s constitutional referendum because it had a clause in it allowing homosexual marriage. The same Anthony that responded to my challenging his statement with “Well, it’s just unnatural and God made man and woman for a reason, it’s gross”.  Up until this point, I’d done a great job avoiding the subject. I had begrudgingly removed my rainbow PRIDE wristbands and left my plaid shorts in the comfort of Ann Arbor’s acceptance. I regrettably refrained from disclosing my identity out of a legitimate fear for my life.

How could I even begin to reconcile the fact that I’d flown across the world, depleted my savings and sacrificed a summer to work for people that would want me dead if they found out who I loved? How did I expect to be a voice for the voiceless when I found myself silenced by the very people I hoped to help?

Ubuntu. A simple word to describe an exhaustingly complex answer. I am because we are. A person with Ubuntu is open and available to others, affirming of others, does not feel threatened that others are able and good, for she has a self assurance that comes from knowing that she belongs to a greater whole and is diminished when others are diminished, when others are oppressed.

When I’m on this Diag working for the ONE Campaign, asking for signatures to pressure US administration to give smarter, more efficient and effective aid to Africa, I hear “there are enough problems here in the US, why should we waste our time helping people across the world?” I used to get frustrated by this perspective and resort to spewing off a list of talking points about our national security, global economy and human morality. But many years and frequent flier miles later I understand what this all boils down to. Why Anthony thinks homosexuality is disgusting and why Americans think Africans are helpless – a lack of connectedness. If I’ve learned one thing through my efforts it’s that we are all connected on more levels than we could ever imagine.

I spent the majority of my time in Kenya facilitating writing workshops in secondary schools. We asked the students to write about themselves – love, loss, friendship and dreams. Once they got over the shock that someone actually cared about what they had to say, let me just say shit got real. One girl wrote about the death of her mother. As I sat there trying to capture the moment on my flipcam, I lost it. My mother passed away when I was 12 and after the session, I sat with the girl and we talked about our cycles of grief. In ten years, I hadn’t had such a valuable conversation about loss as I did that day with Patra. I came to Kenya and learned more about my identity as a gay woman and as a motherless daughter than I did in three years in IGR dialogues at Michigan.

The students poured their hearts out to a point that my partner and I decided their stories could not fall on deaf ears. This was big. Skipping ahead to the ending, a publisher in Florida just finished printing hundreds of copies of Till Human Voices Wake Us, named after a T.S. Elliot poem, an anthology of all these students’ stories. The philosophy and passion we put into editing and compiling the book is the same that allowed me to sleep under the same roof as Anthony after he spewed such blatant hatred towards my community. We are all human, we all have a story and we cannot expect others to understand unless we share. Just as Americans cannot be expected to understand the potential and the hope spread all over the African continent, Africans cannot be expected to understand the LGBT community if none of us are brave enough to tell them our story.

There are literally oceans between us, but if none of us take a risk and do SOMETHING, ANYTHING, those oceans lay dormant. The water may seem calm and peaceful, and who can blame us for wanting to keep it that way. But calm and peaceful doesn’t lead to progress. We face this great divide – between the East and West, developed and developing, gay and straight. Only when we stir things up by talking about identity, challenging hate speech and making sure we don’t go to sleep at the end of the day without having learned something, those oceans start to move. Sure, there will be conflict and it will be uncomfortable. But as we open ourselves to others, those waters rise and we begin to conquer the divide between us. It may sound silly, but I learned a lot from Hanson, yes the mm bop band, when I met them two years ago. One of their lyrics says “I find hope in your hate for me.”

Seems crazy, but it is real. If we can work a little harder to find hope in hate, to see it as an opportunity for growth and progress, then we will move forward. Hate exists all around us but it doesn’t exist alone. For those that choose to challenge it, it’s coupled with hope.

I found hope in someone’s hate for me. My being silenced by my Kenyan family allowed me to better understand the value of giving a voice to the voiceless. Empowering students in Kenya to share their stories will create a ripple effect of understanding, of dialogue and of massive change. I know that. And how could I let someone’s hate stand in the way of such a hopeful possibility? So, members of the Generation Found, I promise you that progress will come when we stand up to hate with compassion and courage. When we believe in the power of stories and when we see the impact to be made by simply sharing our own. Thank you and GO BLUE!

Sucker Punch

The house voted to eliminate health benefits for domestic partners today. The Senate has already pledged to follow suit, and easily has the votes to do so.

Frustrated. Sad. Disappointed. Scared.

Please Help: Domestic Partner Benefits

I need your help today. Every time something this happens, I react in two ways:

1) I panic, feel extremely hurt and sad, and can't focus/be productive
2) I feel crazy for getting so upset, and feel like no one else cares

Please prove me wrong by reaching out to Michigan legislators today. It looks like they will be voting tomorrow on HB 4770 and 4771, which would bar public employers (like U of M, ahem) from offering health benefits to the domestic partners of its employees. Obviously, this could be a big problem for Lindsey and I down the road. U of M already has to jump through crazy legal hoops to offer benefits to "Other Qualified Adults". Who knows if they'd be able to finagle around this if it passes.

So please, take a minute to read HB 4770 and HB 4771, and then call your state legislators and explain to them that couples like Lindsey and I shouldn't be thrown under the bus in the name of politics. Our health and our lives shouldn't be casualties of a culture war.

Find contact info for legislators here: http://www.house.mi.gov/mhrpublic/

Thank you!

We Hold These Truths to Be Self-Evident

Please read this important post at my favorite blog, A Practical Wedding.

I'm lucky enough to work for a health system that does include sexual orientation in its non-discrimination statement, but Linds does not have that protection. Neither does my sister. Neither do thousands of other gays in this state who are not protected from employment discrimination, housing discrimination, and hate-based violence.

Privilege check.

Bullshit: Part One

Linds and I have been talking about last names, and trying to decide if we want to make any changes to our last names once we're married.

On a whim, I just googled "name change michigan" and found out that if either of us want to change our names, we need to pay $150 to file a petition to Washtenaw County's probate court. We then need to go get fingerprinted, await police clearance, and then schedule a hearing in which we explain our reason for the name change. The process apparently takes at least two months--and then, assuming our petition is accepted, we have the usual month-long stream of paperwork for things like driver's licenses, social security cards, etc.

For Linds and I to both change our names in Washtenaw County, we'll have to pay $300. A marriage license in Washtenaw County costs $20--name change included.